THE day

Today is THE day. The day you wake up really early even if you don't have any plans or have to go to work. The day you wake up with a strange feeling that feels right. The day you decide you want more for your life. The day you say no to something that has no future, the day you take a decision and you follow it, it doesn't matter how much it will hurt or who it will hurt. The day you assume what you want and have the moral courage to say it. The day you seek clarification and if not a hundred per cent content you say: NO! I WANT MORE! I DESERVE MORE!

Today is THE day. That day I was fearing for a while, the day I will ask you what do you want for your life? The day I will discover if I want you in my future or not. The day I will give you one last chance to prove me all this time wasn't a lie. The day I will decide if you will be friend, partner for life or nothing. Our future is in your hands. Choose carefully because this time there won't be tears or sad excuses in the world that will save you.

Today is THE day, that I am giving you the chance to explain me what you meant with your words, that you should consider yourself lucky enough to give the chance to explain, to have me here waiting and not packed to go. Because that is what I feel - I feel like leaving and not talking to you again, but after tears, feeling a hole in my chest, feeling betrayed and going from sadness to rage, from rage to reason that I need to listen and not doing something I might regret like many things in the past.

Your turn now.